Sometimes it’s very, very hard not being able to say, “I love you”
I know we show each other all the time, but sometimes I want to say it so badly it brings tears to my eyes.
I don’t know what it is about those three words that moves me — they’re just words. I am forever saying how I can make up a bunch of words to say things that aren’t true – they’re just words. I am always telling myself and my daughters how “actions speak louder than words”. Constantly I inundate myself with motivational quotes about how goodness begets goodness, etc…
So, why are those three words such an emotional trigger for me?
Maybe it’s because I’m PMS-y right now; maybe it’s because my bitch-face co-worker keeps acting like my 15-year-old daughter-on-the-rampage (or Mr. Doom-n-Gloom); maybe it’s because I just miss my sexy Loverman today (but you just saw him this morning).