We had such an amazing night last night. The last couple of days have been crazy and Tuesday night did not go as I had planned 😦 but last night was wonderful! It’s like, even though he’s having a really crappy life right now, he’s still trying to make sure that things still go well and that we’re still having fun. I never wanted to tell him “I love you” more than I did this morning.
But our very short morning together was cut even shorter because I had to drop Loverman off somewhere completely different than usual. After dropping him off, it added another 15-30 minutes onto my already-50-minute commute, which took away pretty much all of our cuddle time!
And, as a result I am feeling an incredible amount of Loverman withdrawal this morning.
This week has been a torrential ‘thrill’ of emotion and I am very proud of how composed I have been for all the things that didn’t work out as I had planned wanted. But in times of crisis I seem to have more strength/pluck. I don’t understand why it’s easier to put feelings aside at some times rather than others…
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I have a lot to say, but I don’t have any time to say it right now. It’s month-end at work and I have to get all that done, plus Loverman was just evicted and there is a lot of time and bullshit that goes into that.
I hope that I can keep it all in my memory bank until I have more time (I hope) to write it here this weekend.
Smitten with Him 
hope you will have a great weekend with your Loverman!
Thank you! I hope you have an awesome weekend, too!! 🙂
I do hope you’ll have time to were it all down this weekend. Good luck with your end of the month.
Thank you 🙂
Hold strong 🙂 It makes the times you’re together so much better 🙂
Thank you, Lucas! You are SO right!
You have more strength than you give yourself credit for. It’s great you’re helping Loverman out. Hope things begin to turn around for him.
Thank you! You also have much inner strength 🙂 I appreciate your support ❤
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