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Lunch

on October 22, 2014

Holy Fuck! This is supposed to be a blog about my Adventures in Infidelity, but I have been so consumed emotionally with work that I can barely think about anything else.

I need to get the fuck out of this place and here is why:

Crazy Girl at work offered to take Boss Lady to lunch today.

Boss Lady accepted.

I can’t help but worry that it’s because they want to talk about me behind my back.

Maybe they’re going out to lunch with my Caregiver so all 3 of them can bitch about what a cunt I am.

It sure would be nice if I didn’t feel that way.

It would be a lot easier to do my job if I wasn’t constantly worrying about my co-workers going out of their way to find my mistakes (electronic, verbal and emotional).

I completely understand that the world doesn’t revolve around me.

And I am trying not to think about it.

But, the truth is, I fucking care about what other people think and (especially) what they are saying about me behind my back.

I want to, but I can’t shut it off.


6 responses to “Lunch

  1. It is hard, no matter how committed you are to the idea that others will not affect your attitude, to stop it from happening from time to time. Keep on keepin’ on !

  2. Ugh there is something about workplace drama that is even more emotionally taxing and physically draining than relationship drama at times. Just catching up. Hope things are better this week! {hugs}

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