I enjoy sucking cock. Given that it is clean and well-trimmed, etc… (irrelevantly, Loserman’s was practically perfect).
Mr. X’s is quite lovely. I would like to have sucked it and kissed it and worshipped it all night long if he would let me.
But Mr. X is the first man who told me that I don’t do it ‘right’ (I haven’t sucked that many dicks, though…)
This is a really big deal to me because it is something I actually enjoy doing. (Hence the reason I am still obsessing about this weeks later.) I have read about it and watched videos and practiced…
I like to be slow and methodical… I use my hands and my mouth… I suck his balls and fondle pretty much everything…
I have dentures so, when my teeth are in, I’m afraid that I will hurt a man.
Plus, everything I have read/heard says “NO BITING!”
Then I watched a NSFW video that Mr. X sent me. It is a ‘training video’ on how to give a perfect blow job.
OMG! I can’t do that!!! Maybe a couple of those things…
I guess if Mr. X was expecting that, he should have been disappointed with me… *shrug*
But it makes me wonder: was I ever even good, or were they just waiting for me to get it over with?
I kind of wish I could ask Loserman. I was never able to make him cum with my mouth. Is it because I wasn’t doing it ‘right’?
It’s incredible how one small, relatively insignificant, criticism can cause me so much self-doubt.