Oh my goodness, I miss him more and more every day.
It takes all of my willpower (and we all know I have none) every single minute not to reach out to him.
I have emotional battles with myself multiple times daily.
Today I will probably lose to myself and send him a ‘happy birthday wishes’ text message.
Ultimately, I really do know better. It will only end up with my disappointment and more lamentful posts you all will have to endure…
Except for his fucking “Happy Valentine’s Day” text while I was on my Sk8cation, it’s been over two weeks since we’ve had a ‘conversation’.
…he moved Bear at the beginning of last week without me having to remind him… It warmed my heart and made me love him a little.
See how little it takes to make me happy?
I wish he’d just fix my damn truck, but it’s full-on winter here now and there’s pretty much no hope of him getting any more work done on it before the end of the month like he said. *sigh*
He still isn’t communicating with me about it like I begged him to…
I wonder how long he thinks that moving my truck back and forth in the parking lot will placate me?