…you know, if you say a word enough times, it no longer sounds like a word… it doesn’t even look like one really…
I am such a hypocrite.
When I am dating (aka: fucking) someone on the regular, somehow I feel it’s okay to get possessive/jealous and not want their dicks to be in any other women’s holes,
yet *I* still continue to “play the field”
Now, the sensible side of me understands completely that the ONLY reason I am feeling this way is because:
I AM THIS WAY
That same sensible part of me also understands that, if I stop fucking everyone I meet like I’m about to have my pussy taken away, I would probably not have those possessive/jealous feelings as much or as strongly…
Nevertheless, the self-destructive and fun-loving side of me doesn’t want to miss out on any sexy opportunities that might present themselves…
(After Loserman left, I did tell a couple people that I was beginning the search for the perfect dick. I think I might have actually found it, but I can’t keep it! Hmmm…)
This might not be the right or healthy choice for me but, for now, I think I am going to stick with one night stands.
Most of the time I get my rocks off and, with anything more regular than once, I start to get attached.
Then I’m back at square one.