I have lost the ability to articulate
My stories
My feelings
I feel stuck
Broken
Shy
Withdrawn
Lost
But that doesn’t encourage me
This time feels different
Like PTSD
I’m scared to start anything
Relationships
Friendships
Worried that I will be destroyed again
Or worse yet, completely
(if that hasn’t happened already)
My choices have been my bad examples
And I’m stuck now
Fearful of moving forward
Negativity filling my heart
Intolerance rampant in my thoughts
Smitten with Him 
Talk to me :-)