How many of you feel like it would be easier to give up than to keep going?
I’ve tried to adopt 3 dogs – 3 fails
I’ve stopped dating completely – again ultimate fails
Nothing brings me joy any more
Ok… to be fair, I look forward to alcohol 🍷
But is that really something to live for?
Ummm, no!
This is my last outlet. I no longer want to tell my ‘friends‘ that I’m feeling lost and want to die.
They call the cops on me and then I have to explain, to people that don’t give a shit, why they need to leave me alone because I’m “okay”.
Maybe if one of them actually came to me instead of calling the police….
But I get it, they’re scared.
Aren’t we all?
(Please don’t call the cops on me. I’m not okay, but they have way better stuff to do. Really!)
Smitten with Him 
I’m right there with ya !! I have been sad for so many years, with so few genuinely happy days, I can’t even remember what happy is like. Everyday I’m just like, “how many more damn days am I gonna still be alive?” I’ve seen enough, ready to go ….
I’m so sorry you feel that way! It can be very overwhelming and no one seems to understand. I wish I could get rid of the panic attacks and the need to drink myself into oblivion. Hugs and love to you, thank you for saying something and I hope you feel better or find relief in some way.
I am here if you need to chat, you can send an email to this account and I will see it and reply if you need someone to talk to you.
Sending good vibes your way. Hopefully things will get better.
Thank you!
I’ve been learning new jewelry-making and my dog Molly has been helping me, slowly but surely.