Smitten with Him

grown-up stuff happens here sometimes

Loneliness

It’s Christmas.

You’re the only thing that I miss.

There’s no reason; I never meant anything to you; you never got me a gift.

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Suicidal Ideation

“A person with suicidal ideation may not ask for help. However, that does not mean help is not needed or wanted. Many people who die by suicide do not actually wish for death – they only want the pain to go away. Prevention of suicide begins with recognizing  the warning signs of suicidal behaviors and taking action.”¹

I need help…

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Beyond Broken

I have lost the ability to articulate

My stories

My feelings

I feel stuck

Broken

Shy

Withdrawn

Lost

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When Sweet Becomes Bitter

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Other People’s Stories

I am sick of people being so self-absorbed that they can’t see others’ stories

Maybe it’s bothering me because I’ve been getting caught up in my own story and forget about the others – so I am trying to dispel my guilt

But probably it’s bothering me because…

…people…

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Tolerance

I’m out of practice

Constantly at the end of my rope

Quitting because I can’t cope

Seems like I’m practicing intolerance

And getting quite good at it, I might add

Spending more time angry

Forgetting to be grateful

Making thoughtless choices

Perhaps in hopes one of them will make things better

Or end them completely

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Word of the Week: Kindness

Be nice. Please and thank you 😊

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Why I Stopped Writing

Shame is a powerful emotion

I dare say it’s as powerful an emotion as love

Both can be crippling

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Accident Prone

What are these marks on your arms?

Burns.

There sure are a lot. How did they get there?

*smirk* It’s a bad habit… I always catch my arm on the rack or the top of the oven when I’m taking something out; even when I have a mitt on.

Are you doing it on purpose?

No.

I told you to stop hurting yourself.

Ummm… you told me to stop cutting myself. I am not cutting myself.

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