Loverman (aka: Loserman) finally came back to me on July 3rd, 2021
I don’t know why… maybe because I finally gave up on Alaska (Meet: Alaska)… maybe because I was finally able to have gratitude for his part in my life… maybe because water is finally under the bridge…
Maybe it has nothing to do with me and he came to a point in his life he could finally accept my love…
No matter what, I am so grateful 😇
Usually I don’t look forward
I typically look back when I’m trying to find answers
And place blame…
… searching for reasons to explain why I am who I am
Maybe my answers aren’t in my past
Maybe they’re in the present
Maybe I’m my only problem
I don’t want to be who I’ve become
But I can’t keep blaming my past
It’s over and what’s done is done
I may not know my meaning right now, but my future will help me discover it
It’s up to me to keep myself open and hopeful;
Try new things with an open and unjudging spirit;
Learn to trust my intuition again
The future can teach me more than the past ever could!
So…. Something very unexpected happened to me recently.
Lov(s)erman returned the $800 he borrowed from me BACK IN 2014!!!
Long Story, Short:
I was listening to the radio on my way home last Friday (the day doesn’t matter)… Michael Franti was here in Denver visiting one of the local stations before his concert.
The DJ asked him the coolest question, to which Michael Franti had a most amazing response.
The question was:
You are so positive all of the time. How do you stay so upbeat?
The response was:
Staying positive can be hard and it takes a lot of practice. It’s just like how you get good at anything. You have to practice. And eventually you will get better and better. Then being positive will be easy!
Lately all I have been able to see is the negative
I need more practice being positive
I am sick of people being so self-absorbed that they can’t see others’ stories
Maybe it’s bothering me because I’ve been getting caught up in my own story and forget about the others – so I am trying to dispel my guilt
But probably it’s bothering me because…
…people…
Your flaws make you unique and special.
Embrace them like you would embrace an old friend.
Xoxo 😘
Howdy, Strangers!! It’s been quite a while since I’ve had much to say.
My cars are both mostly alright.
My daughters are both totally fine.
Things are moving along with Alaska. Read the rest of this entry »
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