Working through my ‘new’ allergies (or whatever-the-fuck-they-are) has made things a bit more challenging than I would prefer.
I guess it serves me right for all those times I thought someone was faking their food allergy.
And trying to keep my drinking in check is barely working at all 😦
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Life is overwhelming me. So much so, that I am curious how I’ve made it this far.
I mean, my kids are grown and I am 49 years old. Somehow I managed to get married and stay married for 20 years. I found the courage to get a divorce… I’ve interviewed for many jobs, left those jobs for new ones, made friends and met new people, moved from MN to CO…
But, the past couple of years haven’t been going very smoothly for me and life has become increasingly difficult.
So… last Thursday night I finally bit the bullet and went to my first Alcoholics Anonymous meeting
I’d been sober for 12 days and it was getting tougher and tougher to resist stopping at the liquor store on my way home from work
Two weeks seems to be about all I can handle before I need to cave and buy another bottle
Therefore
Meeting
I’m out of practice
Constantly at the end of my rope
Quitting because I can’t cope
Seems like I’m practicing intolerance
And getting quite good at it, I might add
Spending more time angry
Forgetting to be grateful
Making thoughtless choices
Perhaps in hopes one of them will make things better
Or end them completely
Shame is a powerful emotion
I dare say it’s as powerful an emotion as love
Both can be crippling
Your flaws make you unique and special.
Embrace them like you would embrace an old friend.
Xoxo 😘
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