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His New Toy

Look what I found at a garage sale last weekend for $25!
Best. Find. Ever.

I don’t know about that. I’m pretty fucking awesome, too!

LOL!Ā Indeed you are…

I was right.

It was fun šŸ˜‰

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First Time Closeness

A friend of mine said something to me last week that made me think (probably more than I should have):

“The first time in the BDSM life style can be a bit overwhelming and, if you really enjoy it, a person can fall fast and hard for their first partner if they are not careful.”

I remember how much I liked my first “boyfriend”…

How enamored I was with the man I gave my virginity to…

Firsts are special.

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On: Making an Effort

Since our little ‘disagreement‘ a couple of weeks ago, I haven’t had much to say to Alaska.

He has called to check up on me a few timesĀ and my interaction with him has been minimal at best.

Also, I have been trying to stay busy so it’s easier to say, “No” to him when he wants to ‘hang out’.

It’s difficult to share pieces of myself and be vulnerable when I don’t feel I’m being appreciated.

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Throwback Thursday: Comment

Oddly enough, I was rereading some “related posts” when I came across this one: Lost

For the most part, I haveĀ overcome that feeling in regards to [Loserman].

Don’t get me wrong, I still feelĀ very lost very much of the time,Ā but situations (car-related and not) keep popping up in life (as they tend to do)Ā and I am handling them on my own, without his help and/or support. Sometimes I probably don’t handle them in the best of ways, but I get through it and then deal with the consequences regardless…

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