Smitten with Him

grown-up stuff happens here sometimes

First Time Closeness

A friend of mine said something to me last week that made me think (probably more than I should have):

“The first time in the BDSM life style can be a bit overwhelming and, if you really enjoy it, a person can fall fast and hard for their first partner if they are not careful.”

I remember how much I liked my first “boyfriend”…

How enamored I was with the man I gave my virginity to…

Firsts are special.

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50 shades of ???

I Refuse the Ordinary

It’s been quite a while now, but I devoured all three books in the series and I’m not ashamed to say so.

If it wasn’t for those books, I probably never would have realized who I am.

And that the perverted thoughts I’d been having since puberty weren’t totally bad!

All of the sudden there was a whole new world presented to me, with real life possibilities of the fantasies I’d been having.

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Self-Destruction

secretary

I recently watched the Movie Secretary with James Spader and Maggie Gyllenhal.

First, I need to say that I’ve had a huge crush on James Spader since I first saw him way back in the before-time…

Second, (IMHO) Maggie Gyllenhaal is amaze-balls in this!! Cute as fuck!!

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Long Term

I was completely blind(side)ed by Loserman when he stopped talking to me.

Finally, after a solid year without him (*mostly), I think I am able to start sorting things out.

from Pinterest

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A Contract?

In the midst of all our talking last week, I received the following note from Mick (originally, I think he sent it as a joke):

Here’s an interesting ad I saw on craigslist…

BDSM Slave seeks Master or Daddy

Nature of the relationship

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All Tied Up

Demons

Thursday night was practically perfect. Especially since it was only our first play time together.

Mick was perfectly evil and perfectly wonderful all at the same time.

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Craigslist Date #2

(My Craigslist Personal Ad)

He will be called Mick because he looks almost exactly like Mick Fleetwood, only shorter (and a bit like my dad and Willie Nelson, too. The dad part’s a little creepy…)

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