Holy Fuck! This is supposed to be a blog about my Adventures in Infidelity, but I have been so consumed emotionally with work that I can barely think about anything else.
I need to get the fuck out of this place and here is why:
Crazy Girl at work offered to take Boss Lady to lunch today.
Boss Lady accepted.
I can’t help but worry that it’s because they want to talk about me behind my back.
Maybe they’re going out to lunch with my Caregiver so all 3 of them can bitch about what a cunt I am.
It sure would be nice if I didn’t feel that way.
It would be a lot easier to do my job if I wasn’t constantly worrying about my co-workers going out of their way to find my mistakes (electronic, verbal and emotional).
I completely understand that the world doesn’t revolve around me.
And I am trying not to think about it.
But, the truth is, I fucking care about what other people think and (especially) what they are saying about me behind my back.
I want to, but I can’t shut it off.
Smitten with Him 