About a week ago, Alaska asked me to drive him to a client’s upcoming new home (or however you want to say it. I’m not a Realtor® and I don’t technically care about the technicality of it 😉 )…
… because the new home buyers wanted to take some measurements for some stuff they were moving in and other stuff they wanted to buy, yadda. yadda…
The thing about it was, we had already made a different type of plan to spend time together.
Have lunch, watch some cool stuff on the computer…
Other stuff… (I really like the other stuff!)
When someone approaches you about dating, how do you address the whole kink issue?
She made daddy super happy tonight
That she was in bed half naked and thought about me for a second
A lot of seconds…
Was she playing with herself?
What was she thinking?
I was just thinking about you… Being with you… How very kind you are to me…
How I might like sitting on your lap and being cuddled and how I might like to kneel before you and see what it’s like with you.
What daddy would like is for us to grow together and communicate better to make each other stronger. Because the stronger daddy’s sub is, the stronger daddy is
You make it sound so nice and perfect…
Well, it will take work and nothing is perfect
I’m glad you said that. Thank you!
Daddy gets this feeling that she gets a little more in to daddy every time we talk?
You are correct. Every once in a while when we’re chatting, thinking of you gives me butterflies… I thought my butterflies had left me.
That’s why I want to meet and see if we have any chemistry Read more
How is daddy’s special girl doing today??
By the way, daddy loves her voice and talking with her last night.
Thank you for saying so. It was nice talking with you, too. But I don’t think that I am able to commit to abstinence and being “all yours” yet like you want. I don’t want to jump into anything like that.
I’m not asking you to yet sweetheart
I must have misunderstood then. My apologies.
Well, so much for all that…
It turns out that the guy who contacted me through FetLife last week was a total horsefly (just like the other FetLife wanna-be’s: Rock Star and the other creep)…
… so much of a horsefly that I completely deleted my FetLife account.
I don’t want to smack around just any girl.
I don’t want to put my mark on just any girl.
I don’t want to spend my time teaching and training just any girl.
I choose the woman I want to own.
I choose the woman I want to mark.
I choose the woman I want to be with.
You aren’t just any girl.
There were a couple of days last week that could have possibly gone a little bit better.
Last Tuesday started out like it was going to be a normal day. I woke up with Alaska, morning sex, shower, kiss good-bye, the whole bit. It was nice.
Sometimes I wonder if I am too overly critical of my partner. (Ya think?)
I mean, I am too overly critical of myself…
Do I intentionally pick someone who cannot give me what I need and then hold them to some unachievable expectation?
Then they can never be what I truly want/desire in a partner?