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The Return

Loverman (aka: Loserman) finally came back to me on July 3rd, 2021

I don’t know why… maybe because I finally gave up on Alaska (Meet: Alaska)… maybe because I was finally able to have gratitude for his part in my life… maybe because water is finally under the bridge…

Maybe it has nothing to do with me and he came to a point in his life he could finally accept my love…

No matter what, I am so grateful 😇

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Monday Motivation: Gratitude List

60 Things to Be Grateful For In Life

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Trust Yourself

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Other People’s Stories

I am sick of people being so self-absorbed that they can’t see others’ stories

Maybe it’s bothering me because I’ve been getting caught up in my own story and forget about the others – so I am trying to dispel my guilt

But probably it’s bothering me because…

…people…

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Tolerance

I’m out of practice

Constantly at the end of my rope

Quitting because I can’t cope

Seems like I’m practicing intolerance

And getting quite good at it, I might add

Spending more time angry

Forgetting to be grateful

Making thoughtless choices

Perhaps in hopes one of them will make things better

Or end them completely

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Gratitude Interlude

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Close Encounters

How many times in our lives does The Universe save our asses and we don’t even realize we’ve been saved?

guardianangel

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Everything Must End (aka This Cannot Possibly Last Forever)

Everything is a Dichotomy by Ratta

Everything is a Dichotomy
by Ratta

When I was a teenager I had a mantra to help get me through things that I wasn’t enjoying (mostly church). I would sit next to my parents on that stupid wooden pew and, in my head, I would chant:

This cannot possibly last forever, nothing lasts forever. This cannot possibly last forever, nothing lasts forever.

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Funky Feelings

Depression

I’m not much of a whiner.

At least I try not to be.

Obviously I have times where I rant and complain and yes, possibly whine.

But I would rather be a grateful person and try to look at all the good and see the positive around me.

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Monday Motivation: “Thank You”

*sigh*

Work…

What can I say… It sucks…

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