Smitten with Him

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Struggling with Self-Control

Working through my ‘new’ allergies (or whatever-the-fuck-they-are) has made things a bit more challenging than I would prefer.

I guess it serves me right for all those times I thought someone was faking their food allergy.

And trying to keep my drinking in check is barely working at all 😦

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My First Meeting

So… last Thursday night I finally bit the bullet and went to my first Alcoholics Anonymous meeting

I’d been sober for 12 days and it was getting tougher and tougher to resist stopping at the liquor store on my way home from work

Two weeks seems to be about all I can handle before I need to cave and buy another bottle



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Saying Good-Bye

Bear is gone.

The tow truck came and took him away to the junk yard Saturday afternoon.

At least I can take solace in the fact that his parts will be sold to help other trucks, just like him, last longer for other people who love their trucks, just like me.

And he will get to travel and see things… Albeit in pieces…

I got $230.

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Sweet, Sweet Hook-Up

It’s not what you think 😉wispy_smoke

After work tonight I get to go over to my Caregiver’s house (aka: drug dealer or pharmacy) and pick up my “stash” for the month!

But I have totally mixed feelings about it.

Good = I really, really like her company and I love the cannabis she grows.

Bad = her daughter is the Off-the-Chain-Crazy-Girl that I work with.

I am totally excited to go because I am completely out of weed and have been experiencing a higher-than-normal anxiety level for the last month or so (which is why I am out of weed) and she told me that she had a great harvest!

I am totally worried to go because I have no idea what her daughter has told her about what’s been happening at work (not that it should matter anyway. I was my Caregiver’s friend before I worked with her daughter, but I know how mother/daughter relationships can be).

Oh, well. Whatever happens, happens. I can only hope that her daughter isn’t actually over there when I am.

I like her son though…


Happy Friday!

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