Smitten with Him

grown-up stuff happens here sometimes

Sometimes I Forget

Rumi_Love

Help me to remember everything is okay

Reassure me I am never as gross as I feel

I love to hear I’m sexy, pretty, desirable, slutacious even!

Tell me you want me

And do it on the regular

Because sometimes I forget how to remind myself and believe…

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Simple vs. Complicated

FINE

As my emotions start to clear out of my head a bit, I am less confused on some things and more on others: less about TC and more about me.

Actually, TC is quite simple here. He’s not even being mean about it. He’s just being himself and I can’t fault him for that. He’s vulnerable with me in the ways he’s comfortable being vulnerable with me when he feels comfortable. It’s only confusing to me because he can be so open, but then he becomes so closed off. It’s like a switch is flipped, turning things inside of him on and off in an instant. I am not really defending him as much as stating a fact.

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