A friend of mine said something to me last week that made me think (probably more than I should have):
“The first time in the BDSM life style can be a bit overwhelming and, if you really enjoy it, a person can fall fast and hard for their first partner if they are not careful.”
I remember how much I liked my first “boyfriend”…
How enamored I was with the man I gave my virginity to…
Firsts are special.
(I changed this week’s Monday Motivation to “Morning” because breakfast is kind of an every morning thing… But it’s still Monday and all that!)
I don’t want you to ever feel trapped or that there’s no way out. I don’t want you to feel like I’m making you stay in a situation. I want you to see that you have someone who’s willing to fight for you because I know, one day you may do the same.
But, if not, you will know that in the world you have someone who was always willing to fight for you.
I’m here and I’m going nowhere. I will just wait to maybe hear back from you, buttercup.
Last Friday evening I received a text from the TMI Guy.
What the hell? I thought I had made myself clear that I didn’t want to see him any more.
Was thinking about you. Wish I could see you soon, hon 🙂
Monday morning I had a job interview. I think it went very well.
So, I told Mick.
My interview went great! The job is awesome, the company is awesome… And I think they liked me!
Now I have to wait and see if I get a 2nd interview with the owner! Woo hoo!
Sweet. Did they give you an idea how long that would be?
By the end of the week. They want me to start asap cuz the lady I’m replacing is done at the end of September. That will make my move kinda hard… but I can cross that bridge if I get to it.
That is quick. Have you checked the company from outside sources?
I did that all yesterday afternoon. It’s a great company! Very community-oriented, good team, nice office environment…
I’m glad you checked that company out, I would guess from more than one source. It would suck if you go and then it’s not so neat.
Help me to remember everything is okay
Reassure me I am never as gross as I feel
I love to hear I’m sexy, pretty, desirable, slutacious even!
Tell me you want me
And do it on the regular
Because sometimes I forget how to remind myself and believe…