Smitten with Him

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Morning Motivation: Breakfast

(I changed this week’s Monday Motivation to “Morning” because breakfast is kind of an every morning thing… But it’s still Monday and all that!)

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I had a lovely day with Alaska and his family and friends! Of course, it helped that I had already met half of them…

The atmosphere was comfortable. There was no stress or family drama. Alaska’s brother invited a client and his wife over to watch one of the football games that day (they had a bet going!).

Alaska and I even had time for some play before and after and an evening nap! (That boy sleeps a lot!! But I guess sex does that to a guy 😉 click here and scroll down to #4. Apparently it’s a thing.)

When I first arrived, I brought my veggie tray to the kitchen and said my “hellos” to Alaska’s brother and sister-in-law. I thanked them for having me and asked if there was anything I could do.

While I was helping with a few last-minute things, Alaska went downstairs to his apartment and instructed me to come down when I was done.

I am an obedient girl 😉 so I did as I was told.

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And Then It Was Friday

We skated hard that night and both of us were sore and tired. Neither one of us has completely “recovered” from our 4.5 month hiatus while my ankle was broken and 2.5 hours is a long time when you’re not used to it! So, when we got back to our hotel room, we barely had the energy to take off our sweaty clothes and take a quick, hot shower. When we finished washing and toweling each other off, Loverman led me into the bedroom and pulled back the blankets for me to get in and pick a side; he always does. Once he was sure I was settled in, warm and comfortable, he crawled in next to me and rested his head on my chest between my breasts and said, “Hey, girls,” intimately kissing each of them so neither would get jealous. He was humming as he suckled. My back arched up to his lips. It felt so good to have him this close to me. I wish he could be closer. I whispered his name… I told him I wanted to feel him inside of me… He fondled each nipple with his tongue one more time, adjusted his body to lay next to me and said, “You need to get some sleep, Mamacita. You’ve had a long day.”

He was right. I did have a long day, with a very exhausting end. It was nice to just lay there in the bed; my bottom half next to him, my right leg draped over his left leg, my top half rested half-way on top of his… For a few minutes I laid there reveling in our nearness, listening to and feeling his chest rise and fall; his rhythmic breath. In… Out… In… Out… He was so peaceful resting there with me and I could sense the exact moment he fell asleep. He always falls asleep before I do, but it wasn’t very long before my eyelids began to sag with sleepiness, too, and I drifted off to dreamland thinking about how much my heart and body yearn for this man — my sexy Loverman…

Sleeping Couple by Ivan Koulakov - 2007

Sleeping Couple
by Ivan Koulakov – 2007

My eyelids slowly opened, all my awareness focused on his warm, rough fingers tracing through my tiny treasure trail. He knew the exact second I woke, just as I had known the exact moment he succumbed to his slumber. His hand paused at the apex of my sex, he looked up at me and his eyes delved into mine. I could feel the butterflies beginning to flutter. “You are so sexy when you sleep, Mamacita.” He lifted his head up and languished his tender lips upon mine. His tongue sensually mapping the line of my bottom lip and then the top one. My thoughts wandered for a moment…

Tomorrow night he will be driving with his brother back home. It will be a short trip — 36 hours — the drive is a little more than 12, and three people will be sharing the drive. Every time I think about him leaving, my heart leaps into my throat and my stomach churns. It’s hard to think that he will be so far away, even if it is or less than two days. What if something happens? How will I know?

I returned his sensual kisses with a passionate fervor as I thought about him going away. I wanted to relish this man as long as I was able. Sleeping with him was lovely, but I wanted a bigger piece of his puzzle. He resumed his gentle assault on my sex and I could feel a surge of hotness between my legs like a wet kiss beckoning to his searching fingers. He felt it, too, “Oh, baby. You are so wet. Vanilla must be happy to see me.”

“Or feel you,” I managed to mutter in response. I love to feel his touch overtake me; I can’t feel or think of anything else but the moment.

My hips moved along with his fingers’ gentle rhythm and as I exhaled a let out a soft moan. I rolled over so I was laying on my side facing him and I planted velvety kisses all across his collarbone and back, stopping at the middle so I could begin a trail down to his treasure. His erection saluted me as I got closer and closer; finally I kissed his firmness and caressed his shaft with my hand. The other hand was lightly cradling his balls while I stroked them with my fingers. It was his turn to moan when I took his swollen rod into my eager mouth. I savored his flavor with my tongue, I worshiped his cock with my lips. His hips began to slowly pulse along with me as I caressed his shaft with my mouth; up and down…

His body felt so good beneath mine, his heat radiating into me. I followed his treasure trail with kisses back up to his chest and suckled each of his nipples gently, not quite so aggressively as he had mine. As I straddled my legs around his I could feel his stiffness nestle in between my legs, falling into my wetness. We stayed there together, utterly focused on kisses and gyrations, our bodies seemed like they had already become one.

He slid his stiffness swiftly into me; I moaned loudly. I had been waiting all night and it was so sexy to wake up with his hands pleasuring me — It didn’t take long for me to reach my climax. My back arched up as I thrust my hips down upon his, I wanted to feel him completely a part of me as I shook with orgasms. When I finished trembling, his hands took hold of my hips and pushed me back and forth on top of him. The movement on the outside was slight, but feeling him cradled wholly inside of me brought on another cascade of ecstasy. After my shuddering subsided, in a darkly quiet voice my Loverman said to me, “It’s my duty, baby.”

My spent body collapsed onto his and I could feel his heart beating steadily below mine. His fingers tickling up and down my spine, inducing a rash of goosebumps in their wake. I shivered and Loverman asked, “Mamacita, are you cold?”

My response to him, in barely a whisper was, “No, baby, you just feel so good I can’t help it.”

All he said was, “No, baby, you just feel so good I can’t stop.” With those words he rolled us both over onto my back so he was lying on top. He kissed my lips delicately and trailed his kisses down to my neck; pausing at each side of my neck and then the center. I could feel, as well as hear, his breath taking in my scent. He let out a contended sigh as he slipped himself into my ready and waiting pussy. It felt so good, wrapped around his shaft of chocolate thickness, his body pressing into mine. The next time I came was an explosion in my mind; starbursts appeared behind my eyelids as I closed them to savor my rapturous delirium. He buried himself deeply into me one last time as he reached his own sine qua non. It was his turn to collapse, and he buried his face in my shoulder. “That was awesome!” we both said, practically in unison. I wish he never had to leave me. I wish he could forever bury his face in my shoulder and mine in his. I wish he was mine. My sexy, comfortable, loveable, thoughtful Loverman…

Let's Compose a Puzzle by Ivan Koulakov - 2007

Let’s Compose a Puzzle
by Ivan Koulakov – 2007

“Roll over. I wanna give you a back rub.” I did it because I really did need a back rub. He always gives me such a thorough back rub on the outside, and the inside.

Two hours later, after a long and luxurious “back rub”, it was time for us to return to our normal day with our normal lives and all I could think was how thankful I am for these wonder-ful and pleasure-ful times I have alone with my sexy Loverman.

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Random Thoughts I Need to Get Out of My Head

Kiss After the Rainby Leonid Afremov

Kiss After the Rain
by Leonid Afremov

He said, “That’s why I love you, Babe,” three times and I didn’t say it back. I don’t think that I was supposed to… All three times I leaned over and kissed him. He’s so sweet! I wanted to say it back. I said it over and over and over to him Wednesday evening while his head was resting in my lap. He didn’t hear me. He was asleep and I was only mouthing the words.

Both nights I slept like crap. I knew I would. It’s because I don’t want to fall asleep too hard and wake up to an empty bed. I want to cherish the moments I get to spend languishing atop his glorious chocolate body.

Time went entirely too fast. I tried with all my might to slow it down. It was lovely and wonderful and all sorts of things that words cannot possibly express.

It’s harder to keep the memories in my head. Is it because we’ve been together for so long? Is it because things are so comfortable and the same all of the time? I don’t want things to change. I don’t want these memories to fade. Remembering them makes me happy! Putting it here helps me remember…

I’ll be back later. To remember the wonderful two days and nights I got to spend with my sexy Loverman. Because I never want to forget…

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What Side of the Bed Do You Sleep On?

The other night when we were getting in bed to go to sleep, Loverman asked me, “Do you want to sleep on this side of the bed?”

It occurred to me that I had never really thought much of it before. I used to have a favorite side of the bed, I can’t remember now… But I don’t regularly sleep in a bed any more so I can’t really say. I sleep on the couch in the loft-bedroom and he either sleeps on the couch or the floor (when his back hurts), so he doesn’t have a preference either. Now that I think about it, whenever Loverman and I have spent the nights together, it’s on random sides. Lately I think I’ve been on the right side more, but it’s not on purpose — not on my part anyway…

Do you have a favorite side of the bed? (Imagine you’re standing at the foot of the bed looking towards the head of the bed…)

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