6 Months

6 Months

She Wants

It’s been a little over a week since Mick had his flashback.

We have since spent another Thursday night, Friday evening and Sunday afternoon together – with and without kink and completely without incident.

Other than the two posts (Sharing Space and Mind and About Last Night), I haven’t written about it because my emotions have been pretty scrambled.

Thursday night was special to me because Mick accidentally let me see a part of his inner self. But after that, *he* was having issues with letting his guard down too much with me and *I* was having issues with liking him too much.

Spending Friday night with Alaska was supposed to help put some distance between Mick and me. Instead, it put more distance between Alaska and me (which is what needed to happen anyway).

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About Last Night

About Last Night

Below are my email correspondences with Mick the day after our choking incident/mishap/”episode”

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Hope you’re having a good day! I saw this picture and it made me laugh. I love a good bed to jump into and have it fluff all around me. Work is creeping along here like a turtle. I sincerely wish I could be jumping into that fluffy bed next to you.

Last night was amazing and special and very memorable. Thank you so much for sharing little bits of your soul with me. Yes, you’ve told me that you won’t be able to talk with me about some of those things ever – just the fact that you stayed mentally with me last night and didn’t withdraw into yourself was very special and meant a lot to me. And I was only scared for a millisecond. When I saw your face, I realized where I was, that I was safe and heard the same song still playing (though I can’t remember what it is now 😉 )

Enough of that sappiness… You are great and wonderful and I feel ever so special when I’m with you – like I’ve never known! Thank you for a lovely night and morning!
Your Kitten

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Status

The Break Up

Ain’t that the truth…?

It’s over.

What a relief, right? (*sarcasm* – kinda…)

TC broke up with me via text last Thursday night. He made mention of being a Cancer and how he’s not what I want. Then said “Be well”.

(Ironically, my biggest problems with Cancers have been during full moon cycles… This happened 1.5 days before August’s.)

I tried calling; he didn’t answer. I left a very brief voicemail and then sent him a text message.

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A Little More About TC

A Little More About TC

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Obviously I can’t tell you too much about him, this being an ‘anonymous’ blog and all…

But we have both been very transparent with each other, thus far.

Me, especially so, having this blog and all. It’s not like I can lie to him about anything, right? I mean, we met through Twitter. His first comment to me, on Twitter, was in regards to a blog post.

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Rumble and Sway

Rumble and Sway

I heard this on Conan one night when I was waiting at the hotel for Loverman. That night I watched the new episode that was on at 9PM MST, and then it repeated an hour later —  at which point Loverman had arrived and the song was just playing in the background.

Tuesday night TBS re-ran that episode. So, I looked up the words and I watched the video after reviewing the ‘encore-encore’ performance on Conan. I love the song even more now! Maybe it’s because of my lamentful, drunken, depressing post that night, maybe not. Either way, you should check it out if you haven’t already!

Rumble & Sway
by Jamie N Commons

One look twice over, three, four, oh the way she looks at me
Held up, bent down, she sings me silent melodies
Hair whipped, tight lipped, I’ve been calling out for you
Her scent puts me, can’t stand the way she looks at me
Don’t you tell me no truth, I want only your lies
Don’t you tell me no truth, just only your lies
Don’t you tell me no truth, I want only your lies
I’m whaling so give me only your lies
Give me only your lies
Give me only your lies
Do the rumble and sway
Do the rumble and sway
Do the rumble and sway
One look, twice over, three, four, oh, I’m on my knees for her
Held up, bent down, she sings me perfect harmonies
Cheap face, hot breaks, I’ll take just a part of you
Those eyes, sweet lies, I’ve been drowning out for you
Don’t you tempt me, don’t you start with one of your lies
I’m leaving running home, just a word to the wise
Don’t you tell me no truth, I want only your lies
I’m whaling so give me only your lies
Give me only your lies
Give me only your lies
Give me only your lies
So don’t you tell me no truth, I want only your lies
Don’t you tell me no truth, I want only your lies
Don’t you tell me no truth, I want only your lies
Give me only your lies
Give me only your lies
Give me only your lies
Don’t you tell me no truth, I want only your lies
I’m leaving running home, just a word to the wise
Don’t you tell me no truth, I want only your lies
Give me only your lies
Give me only your lies
Give me only your lies