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Going Somewhere?

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Right now my ‘relationship’ isn’t going anywhere… Timeline-wise anyway…

And I am totally okay with that.

On the surface, I think that I am ready; I act like I am ready.

I want to be ready… I write about it here – how much I crave it…

Long-term relationship companionship…

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Respect

Ugh…

Monday night I finally decided to talk to Alaska about his lack of respect for my time and money.

It started with, “Get me a beer.”

As I walked to the kitchen to get a new beer that *I* had paid for (since he drank the rest of my last 6-pack – that I paid for…), I grumbled, “You know, just a little appreciation and thanks goes a long way.”

“What’s that?” He asked.

I repeated myself.

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“Wake Me Up”

Every time I hear this song, I cry…

It’s beautiful!

“…all this time I was finding myself and I didn’t know I was lost…”

Wake Me Up

By Aloe Blacc

Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can’t tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start
They tell me I’m too young to understand
They say I’m caught up in a dream
Well life will pass me by if I don’t open up my eyes
Well that’s fine by me

So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost

So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost

I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands
I hope I get the chance to travel the world
But I don’t have any plans
I wish that I could stay forever this young
Not afraid to close my eyes
Life’s a game made for everyone
And love is the prize

So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost

So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost

I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost
I didn’t know I was lost

So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost

Songwriters: TIM BERGLING, ALOE BLACC, MIKE EINZIGER
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I have to confess that I am terribly hurt by TC’s response to my email. I spent all day Tuesday thinking about how I wanted explain my feelings to him. I didn’t want to be hurtful, just honest. Admittedly, my note originally started off as a bulleted list, but ultimately I decided THAT WOULD BE TOO FUCKING BITCHY.

Regardless, here is TC’s very simple and brief reply. Nothing less and nothing more than a bulleted fucking list

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If I Was Your Man

If I Was Your Man

If I was your man, girl

Girl, I’m so tired of things
I just wanna settle down
I swear to you I’ve changed
Baby, I ain’t buggin’ out

I know that I put you through hell
And you deserve to be with someone else
But I gotta be straight up
Girl, I just wanna kiss and make up

Ooh, we’ve been through a lot of things
How do you throw that away?
You were the heart in me
Can’t believe you let it break

Tell me why you won’t let him go
You can say what you want but I know
Baby, no more lies, I’ma keep it real this time

Help me understand what I’m saying
And getting through
Why I can’t be your man
When I’d give up the world for you?

Girl, I’ll do the best I can
Love you forever that’s what I’ll do
If I was your man, if I was your man
If I was your man

Got rid of everything
That I knew was hurting you
My hustling the streets
Gave that up for you too

Don’t want nothing else in the way
I just wanna make sure that you’ll stay
Baby, no more lies, I’ma do it right this time

Help me understand what I’m saying
And getting through
Why I can’t be your man
When I’d give up the world for you?

Girl, I’ll do the best I can
Love you forever that’s what I’ll do
If I was your man, if I was your man
If I was your man

Can’t live without you anymore
Baby, I know that you’re worth fighting for
Baby, say that you’re still in love with me
In my arms is where you need to be

Can’t live without you anymore
Baby, I know that you’re worth fighting for
Baby, say that you’re still in love with me
In my arms is where you need to beCome

If I was your man
If I was your man

Help me understand what I’m saying
And getting through
Why I can’t be your man
When I’d give up the world for you?

Girl, I’ll do the best I can
Love you forever that’s what I’ll do
If I was your man
If I was your man

Help me understand what I’m saying
And getting through
Why I can’t be your man
When I’d give up the world for you?

Girl, I’ll do the best I can
Love you forever that’s what I’ll do
If I was your man
If I was your man

Songwriters
JACKSON, PHILLIP LAMONT / HERMANSEN, TOR ERIK / ERIKSEN, MIKKEL