
Usually I don’t look forward
I typically look back when I’m trying to find answers
And place blame…
… searching for reasons to explain why I am who I am
Maybe my answers aren’t in my past
Maybe they’re in the present
Maybe I’m my only problem
I don’t want to be who I’ve become
But I can’t keep blaming my past
It’s over and what’s done is done
I may not know my meaning right now, but my future will help me discover it
It’s up to me to keep myself open and hopeful;
Try new things with an open and unjudging spirit;
Learn to trust my intuition again
The future can teach me more than the past ever could!